How do you know?

How you do know when you are in love? Is it a feeling or just a state of being? Is it something that can ever be defined?

I have this feeling I have yet to determine what it is. It has taken over my thoughts and has taken hold of my emotions. I wake up and it's there. I go to bed at night and it's there. Everywhere I go in my head in all the places of my heart it exists. How can I rid myself of such a feeling? It's almost as if my life has been taken over by this and yet I am not seeming to mind.

I have tried to avoid it though, tried to keep myself busy with other things but my efforts have been in vain. So I now just am accepting this truth. This truth that has become me.

Love has taken over me. He beckons to me, wants me and loves me unconditionally. He has embedded himself in every inch of my being and I render myself helpless to His cause because He has seduced me and is far stronger than I ever can and will be.

So to you love I say this...come with all that you got. Do make your home in my heart. Speak sweetly to my thoughts and embrace me, envelope me in neverending bliss but I must warn you...... I am not one to be reckoned with.

I am in love with Him.

I have fully surrendered.